Tihomir Janchovski - It's not up to me

Sometimes, I have a sensation in my chest
as if somebody caught my heart in a squeak
and keeps it all the way. I don't know, if he will
ever be merciful to let him go. It's not up to me.
I've kept a bird in the palm of my hand and this looks the same.

Freedom is not the absence of obstacles
to get the things we want
but a sense of ease and breadth
inside of one's self. Some call it happyness.

The heart is healthy only when we don't feel it.
the body is healthy only when we don't feel it:
the arms, the legs, the head, the trunk.
The pain is an awareness of bodily existence.

There are days when you live
and the days when the experienced is told